Grandmas

We upgraded our internet so I can talk to my grandkids and blog. That related back to my babies, too. I want to be able to make money blogging so I can have a job that travels with me. I want to be part of their lives. I love my family by love and want to be there more often.

I realize my bio mom never had a chance to know my daughter; it was her choice. If people weren’t of use to her she wanted nothing to do with them. I allowed Anna to try after my dad passed. Anna got sick one morning when she had spent the night. Mom called me and told me to come get her or else. It was cold. I was terrified she would put her on the porch. I got there as quick as I could. She never went with her again.

Mom and Grandma by love became her grandma 15 years ago. She was amazing with Anna. Anna stayed with her on weekends once a month or so and they would walk to breakfast. When she moved into her daughter’s, they walked everywhere and had such fun. They even went to Canada together. Many good memories!

I am so very blessed to be “okay” and be part of my grandkids lives. I know bio mom didn’t understand what she missed but I do struggle with that loss. The best I can do is be a good grandma and aunt.