She is on a plane and heading home to Oregon. I am so sad and feeling very alone tonight. I can barely contain my tears but it isn’t the time or place to fall apart. Tears will come in time and when I feel safe to express them.
And I am worried. Where she is going, they feel she will be fine all alone. We were told her living alone was dangerous. She falls at night and wanders. I can’t do anything else to help. I have to leave it in God’s hands.
I am going to get to our motel and sleep. I have been up for three days with just a couple of hours of sleep. This morning, I was in the car and using my legs to direct the car like a horse. Haven’t done that in years. Time to unwind and sleep!