As I move forward with the business and creating my own patterns, I am stunned at how much depression played into my lack of success before.
With depression, it was a struggle to decide what materials I should use, what patterns I should do and how to complete things. When I couldn’t make a decision, I shut down and did nothing. That made the depression so much worse.
Being depressed, then led to shopping and hoarding projects and never finishing anything. That, then, looped back to indecision. More depression!
Today, I threw fabric for a current project in the washer and, instead of being stuck, I moved to a project I had bundled and ready to go. I’ll go back to the other one once I have fabric washed. No panic, no concern, no sadness and no worries and, the best part? No depression and no feeling of failure.
And I am so thankful for today!!!
Joyful Healing, Dogs and Quilts 