Depression

Struggling right now. We had looked at buying a house for me. I would have rented it out until I needed it. The sales seems to have fallen through. I am struggling with this

If something happens to my husband, I will be homeless. His daughter with inherit the house we live in. My husband has said I can have another house he owns but it isn’t even livable or repairable. It has no power. Not a place to live, for sure.

Then I ended up with a super short hair cut by accident. I had to keep my hair short like this when my bio mom was alive because women with long hair were prostitutes. She always thought that was my side job. The short hair has brought emotions to the surface. Struggling with it too but going to dye it today.

Going to get up and work on flower pots. Husband says we will work on the bathroom but he won’t be up for a few hours. Have to work on items for a craft show, too. And, most importantly, work on getting emotions balanced.