I’m Just Fine

I am still rattled by my husband saying I never feel good. He took a call from my doctor today and I was almost uncomfortable with that.

Tonight, I had to use my inhaler and didn’t say anything. I have always told the person I am with what happened just in case things get worse. I just didn’t want him to think I wasn’t feeling good.

Then I fell outside and just mumbled about it. I fall all the time. Why should I share?

I know I will find my middle ground at some point. I just do not, any any circumstance or reason, want him to think I am ill all all the time or, worse, that I am a hypochondriac. It is my biggest fear.