I said to my therapist, one day I would grieve the loss of my bio mom. I thought last week I was there but I just couldn’t. A few tears and that was it. I just can’t. The few good memories and overridden by the awful things she did. Putting down the stray I foundContinue reading “No Grieving”
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Failure
My daughter is at her apartment but not feeling great and she has been ostracized by some of the people she use to spend time with. I don’t understand how cruel people can be. I want to fix it but can’t. I feel like a complete failure as her mom. She has disabilities and struggles withContinue reading “Failure”
A shower
I am a daily shower taker. I haven’t taken a shower since Friday morning. I made myself take a shower this evening. A victory. I, honestly, don’t feel abnormally depressed but just too exhausted to do much. I have chronic pain that is way out of control right now. I don’t know how to evenContinue reading “A shower”
Not Me
I am having heath issues and emotional ones, too. Have an appointment with my doctor tomorrow which is a start. The emotional issues have me stumped. Lots of flashbacks, obsessive worry, anxiety and memory issues. I am going to deal with the physical stuff first and see if that helps. Than I will see whatContinue reading “Not Me”
Proud of These
Depression, Decisions and Art
As I move forward with the business and creating my own patterns, I am stunned at how much depression played into my lack of success before. With depression, it was a struggle to decide what materials I should use, what patterns I should do and how to complete things. When I couldn’t make a decision,Continue reading “Depression, Decisions and Art”
Another Table Runner
We are in!!!
Celebrate with me my wonderful fellow bloggers! A 40 year dream has come true! We are in our booth!!!!
Booth
Tomorrow, we set up.
Joyful Healing, Dogs and Quilts 