Chaos

I got up this morning and realized my quilting supplies had taken over the living room. I was reminded of the discussion with my therapist two years ago that was such an epiphany. I grew up in chaos. I was comfortable with it. I knew it. But I wanted to change it. Still struggling with it.

Chaos has spilled into every aspect of life for me. My personal relationships, work, art and any other area you could think of. It was an extension of setting myself up to fail. I have tamed it a bit in my personal life but my house? Oh my goodness. The house is now my goal.

For that, I bought a notebook today. Organization is not my strong suit but I am reading a book about making money at blogging and he talks about a vision board and thought before action. That has really spoken to me. I’m making a list of purposes for each room and, I’m going to be brutal with what has to go including furniture. For now, I am going to use the front of the notebook for my vision board including a vision where a vision board will go! I’m going to hire some help moving things, painting and other things. And my goal is October 1st 2021. I want to welcome people into my home. I want a beautiful holiday. I am going to make this happen.