I was waiting for my husband today and this song just struck a cord in my heart. It is about a man having an affair with a married woman. How he asks her to “Slip Away” to meet him. His voice had that deep, passionate tone to it which moved my soul but then itContinue reading “Slip Away”
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Couple of Days
My husband has been more upset with me than normal. Yesterday, he accused of wanting my daughter’s dog dead. The dog is very difficult but I would never wish her dead. It rattled me. My bio mom accused me of wanted her dead at the end of her life. I never wanted anything bad toContinue reading “Couple of Days”
No Grieving
I said to my therapist, one day I would grieve the loss of my bio mom. I thought last week I was there but I just couldn’t. A few tears and that was it. I just can’t. The few good memories and overridden by the awful things she did. Putting down the stray I foundContinue reading “No Grieving”
Ill
I have not been well the last couple of days. I’ve had a two day headache, chills and aches. Still I am pushing myself and I know why. It’s the one trauma I still struggle with. As a child, my world focused on my mother. If she was ill, she got all the attention. MyContinue reading “Ill”
Revelation!
Oh my gosh. I just realized a whole behavior pattern with John!! He won’t do most the things I ask. I ask, I know I am going to be hurt and disappointed, but I ask. Abandonment 101! Childhood trauma. I will no longer ask. I just do it and get outside help (you tube orContinue reading “Revelation!”
Joyful Healing, Dogs and Quilts 