anxiety

Afghanistan and Vietnam

I have had to take a break from the news. The fall of Afghanistan reminds me of the fall of Saigon. And it reminds me of my first suicide call. And it also reminds me of my bio mom and the second to last time I turned to her for comfort. It was a hotContinue reading “Afghanistan and Vietnam”

More Freedom

Today started out with me making rhymes. This is very bad because it means I am very stressed. Had a bit of an anxiety attack and then started cleaning the back room and things got better. I have given up on the idea that things shouldn’t be marked. I have an extensive collection of quiltingContinue reading “More Freedom”

Chaos with a side of order day two

Made some progress at our clean out today. Tons to second hand, tons of trash and things found and repacked. We plan on going back next week and wash a bunch of clothes and blankets and second hand those. That will eliminate a bunch more. Husband has been ill all week so I may goContinue reading “Chaos with a side of order day two”

Waiting for my daughter to go clean out one of the places we have stuff. I’m already tired. I need to be done with this. I am having a lot of anxiety about this clean out. Lots of Christmas and fabric needs to go. Some craft things need to go, too. I know I willContinue reading “Anxiety”