My husband has been very upset with since last Tuesday. Friday, he called my possessions “junk” and yesterday he said that I never feel good. Junk makes me nervous because I don’t want to be a hoarder of trash, or anything for that matter. Never feeling good is a throw back to my grandmother whoContinue reading “Good Morning!”
Tag Archives: balance
Depression
Struggling right now. We had looked at buying a house for me. I would have rented it out until I needed it. The sales seems to have fallen through. I am struggling with this If something happens to my husband, I will be homeless. His daughter with inherit the house we live in. My husbandContinue reading “Depression”
No Grieving
I said to my therapist, one day I would grieve the loss of my bio mom. I thought last week I was there but I just couldn’t. A few tears and that was it. I just can’t. The few good memories and overridden by the awful things she did. Putting down the stray I foundContinue reading “No Grieving”
Body Image
My cousin shared this with me last night. It is the first time I have ever been able to look at pictures without cringing at how ugly and fat I was. My biological mother had eating disorders and gladly shared with me. She restricted my food as a kid and even as a teenager andContinue reading “Body Image”
Success
In my “Make Money Blogging” book, he says to act like you are successful before you get there. Yesterday, I organized the icons on my phone. Today, I was in Joanna’s (fabric store) and carefully picked out items I needed. In my head, I had a plan, a place where it will go when IContinue reading “Success”
Freaking Out…Not
When I drive, I get happy excited about quarter horses, pretty cows and passing people on our road. Passing people on our road rarely happens. There are on a few families up here so, I think, it has only happened four of five times in the seven years I live here. Yesterday, it happened again!Continue reading “Freaking Out…Not”
I won’t ask you…
Frida Kahlo told her husband, “I’m not asking you to kiss me, nor apologize to me when I think you’re wrong. I won’t even ask you to hug me when I need it most. I don’t ask you to tell me how beautiful I am, even if it’s a lie, nor write me anything beautiful.Continue reading “I won’t ask you…”
A short post
A short post tonight but working on a long one for tomorrow. I am on day 40 of posts. Refocusing next on more learning and education for blog postings. But, tonight, a beautiful cloud.
Finding Joy
I had someone ask how I find joy when something is wrong. Today, my feet hurt and we were going to Walmart which isn’t my favorite place to shop but I was with Anna and my friend. I walked in, took a moment to ground; focus on sounds and sights around me and the peopleContinue reading “Finding Joy”
Freedom and Love
As I am working and feeling this amazing freedom from junk, it has then this morphed in healing in other parts of my life. Today when I realizing I was repeating patterns that were equally known and destructive I knew I needed to change life dramatically. From stupid things like feeling happy when I buyContinue reading “Freedom and Love”
Joyful Healing, Dogs and Quilts 