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Depression

Well, I guess my depression wanted to celebrate national mental health month. I was at the store, a song came on, and I burst into tears. Something about devoted to you. I just thought about my parents. I don’t know what their definition of love was; mom was mentally ill and, after his death, IContinue reading “Depression”

Exhausted

I have no idea how the veterans are managing. I no longer work in outreach. I am sending prayers. I am still trying to help Puppy Rescue Mission and I am finding myself overwhelmed by thoughts of times I feel l have failed to do to help people at times. I feel like I checkedContinue reading “Exhausted”

My dad will be gone 17 years in the next few days. I have spent most of today in tears. I found a picture of the dog he rescued and gave to me. When Gidds died, it was like I lost dad all over again. I miss him with all my heart and I alwaysContinue reading “Dad”

Grandmas

We upgraded our internet so I can talk to my grandkids and blog. That related back to my babies, too. I want to be able to make money blogging so I can have a job that travels with me. I want to be part of their lives. I love my family by love and wantContinue reading “Grandmas”

My Dad

As I continue to read the book “Mean Mothers” I realize my dad was afraid of my mom. He just wanted to keep the peace. He had no idea how to parent. I remember many summer adventures with him so he didn’t have to leave me with my mom and grandmother who was also notContinue reading “My Dad”