Couple of Days

My husband has been more upset with me than normal. Yesterday, he accused of wanting my daughter’s dog dead. The dog is very difficult but I would never wish her dead. It rattled me. My bio mom accused me of wanted her dead at the end of her life. I never wanted anything bad toContinue reading “Couple of Days”

Trauma and Decision Making

With the murder of Gabby Petito, I have been thinking about the role trauma has on decision making. With my bio mom, the trauma of her treatment clouded every decision I made up to the day of her death and for six years beyond. Even today, when I thought about her last psychotic break inContinue reading “Trauma and Decision Making”

It’s Been A Difficult Few Weeks

I just said this to someone and realized I have been going full speed since early September. I’m not sure about difficult but insanely busy. First, came issues at one of my jobs resulting in me quitting. Next was getting mom on a plane. And John’s worsening health requires more time at home. Then timeContinue reading “It’s Been A Difficult Few Weeks”