Struggling right now. We had looked at buying a house for me. I would have rented it out until I needed it. The sales seems to have fallen through. I am struggling with this If something happens to my husband, I will be homeless. His daughter with inherit the house we live in. My husbandContinue reading “Depression”
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Couple of Days
My husband has been more upset with me than normal. Yesterday, he accused of wanting my daughter’s dog dead. The dog is very difficult but I would never wish her dead. It rattled me. My bio mom accused me of wanted her dead at the end of her life. I never wanted anything bad toContinue reading “Couple of Days”
Chronic Pain
I have had chronicly painful feet since I was 13. My feet are badly deformed and, at 13, I left home, and no longer had access to the orthotics I needed. About four years ago, I was able to get orthotics. It has helped a lot Fast forward to about six or seven weeks ago,Continue reading “Chronic Pain”
Christmas Cleaning
I don’t know if I can do this. I’m tired and frustrated and, well, just frustrated. Christmas Cleaning Part Two We are done for the day. I have watched and scrubbed boxes and repacked and repacked more. We moved tons of stuff and seconded handed and trashed. We have some order back but we stillContinue reading “Christmas Cleaning”
Long Week
It has been a very long week and today we bought a car. I should be happy or relieved but just worried. I will get use to it but, right now, I’m just stressed. Further adding to the stress, I have bought household goods this week. I use to hoard chairs but have gotten ridContinue reading “Long Week”
Guess What?
My laptop is at home. I need it to update chrome to sync with my phone and then sync with wordpress. Confused? Me too but I will figure it out. I’m doing a lesson module on blogging on the wordpress site. I’m stuck because of the laptop issue and learning is a bit slower thanContinue reading “Guess What?”
I Believe You
I have a situation with an other person, where I am always wrong, off track or where I need to defend my options and ideas. I’m not sure, in context of this person, I have ever been correct. I have a long background in Agent Orange studies. I worked on the first one correlating data,Continue reading “I Believe You”
Grandmother
As I read an article on Facebook yesterday, I realized my grandmother was no healthier than my mom. When my parents moved from St. Louis, I begged to stay with my aunt. I didn’t want to go to my grandparents. I had a job and could have supported myself but my father refused; he madeContinue reading “Grandmother”
Exhausted
I have no idea how the veterans are managing. I no longer work in outreach. I am sending prayers. I am still trying to help Puppy Rescue Mission and I am finding myself overwhelmed by thoughts of times I feel l have failed to do to help people at times. I feel like I checkedContinue reading “Exhausted”
The trouble with Joyful Healing
Unhoarding is great but we are in Charleston and have time to kill and I have no other shopping I need to do. All the quilt stores are too far one direction or the other and, honestly, except a sunflower panel, I don’t need anything. Normally, the next step so to grab a bite butContinue reading “The trouble with Joyful Healing”
Joyful Healing, Dogs and Quilts 