I wrote this nine years ago. Happy and sad moment. I went outside and talked to my adopted mom over our gate and made plans for tomorrow. I made me miss my mom or, more likely, the person I wish she had been. When they moved here she told me she wouldn’t live close toContinue reading “Memories”
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Fourth of July Quilt
I finished this today. It reminds me of a summer road trip. I like the way it came out. It will be off to the quilter tomorrow. Brings me joy! There is a special feeling of accomplishment when I send a quilt to the quilter. The last quilt I made for my bio mom, sheContinue reading “Fourth of July Quilt”
Joyful Quilts
I came home and my husband wasn’t feeling good (barking dogs and such) so spent the day in bed. I took it as a chance to take the day and finish the fourth of July quilt and then iron the star and moon. It turned out to have two stains but I’m going to haveContinue reading “Joyful Quilts”
Progress but loves needed
I made progress on moving furniture today. Sadly, one piece is too water damaged to second hand. We have a roof leak that defies fixing. Everything will now be in plastic boxes. Tigger feels there was not enough cuddles today so he took my lap. I’m too tired to argue and he always brings meContinue reading “Progress but loves needed”
The Ones We Marry
I read once we become involved with people most like the parent we had the most trouble with if we aren’t healed. And, once we heal, it can put great strain on our relationship if the partner sees no issue with their behavior towards us. I am there. My husband is disabled. The women heContinue reading “The Ones We Marry”
Tough Night
Feeling profoundly overwhelmed tonight. What I do is never enough. Flashbacks to bio mom. Need to get a handle here. I’m sore and tired and half hungry but don’t have the energy to cook something. I need to focus on the journey I am on and the the end date of October 1st. I haveContinue reading “Tough Night”
Joyful Healing and Blessings
Tonight I am reflecting on the weekend. I have worked my backside off but I have also had so much love and support come my way that I have stopped and had some happy tears. My cousins have become my cheerleaders. I had no idea I could love them as much as I do. MyContinue reading “Joyful Healing and Blessings”
Scattered
I started today scattered but I didn’t let that stop me. I had help and we loaded the car and he moved a bunch of stuff to other locations including trash. I got a shelf down and am ready to move a dresser tomorrow. I looked around and things are a mess but I alsoContinue reading “Scattered”
Freedom and Love
As I am working and feeling this amazing freedom from junk, it has then this morphed in healing in other parts of my life. Today when I realizing I was repeating patterns that were equally known and destructive I knew I needed to change life dramatically. From stupid things like feeling happy when I buyContinue reading “Freedom and Love”
Joyful Healing and Personal Power
I went to bed last night and I was really angry and frustrated. My husband is disabled and can’t do much but I had asked him to put together a pegboard frame for me. I have been asking for the last year or so. He just won’t do it. I don’t know if he can’tContinue reading “Joyful Healing and Personal Power”
Joyful Healing, Dogs and Quilts 