With the murder of Gabby Petito, I have been thinking about the role trauma has on decision making. With my bio mom, the trauma of her treatment clouded every decision I made up to the day of her death and for six years beyond. Even today, when I thought about her last psychotic break inContinue reading “Trauma and Decision Making”
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More Moving
Came home and did cleaning and more moving and tossing. No progress tonight as far as I can see but it will get better. Yesterday, I found a beautiful light fixture a friend gave me. I hate electrical work but youtube to the rescue! (Again). I am going to wire it for a plug in.Continue reading “More Moving”
Life and Death
I got to have lunch with my mom by love. She didn’t know who I was until she touched my hand. She then smiled just a little. I helped her get food on her spoon. It was gentle, soft and beautiful in a way. The process of life and death. She is being cared forContinue reading “Life and Death”
Let’s Get Something Done
Tomorrow is the day my friend is coming to help clean and organize things. Mostly bookcases this time. Will move a few things to storage on Thursday. If we can get that done, I can work on the bedroom bit by bit over the weekend as we work on the bathroom. My friend is thisContinue reading “Let’s Get Something Done”
Joyful Healing and Blessings
Tonight I am reflecting on the weekend. I have worked my backside off but I have also had so much love and support come my way that I have stopped and had some happy tears. My cousins have become my cheerleaders. I had no idea I could love them as much as I do. MyContinue reading “Joyful Healing and Blessings”
Scattered
I started today scattered but I didn’t let that stop me. I had help and we loaded the car and he moved a bunch of stuff to other locations including trash. I got a shelf down and am ready to move a dresser tomorrow. I looked around and things are a mess but I alsoContinue reading “Scattered”
No Revelations but Freedom
I guess I had too many yesterday. Nothing today. Continued to clean downstairs. I do think I made some progress. It looks and smells better. I am super excited for tomorrow. We have help coming about 9:00 a.m. I need to make a list of what I need. This will get the front porch cleanedContinue reading “No Revelations but Freedom”