Depression

Struggling right now. We had looked at buying a house for me. I would have rented it out until I needed it. The sales seems to have fallen through. I am struggling with this If something happens to my husband, I will be homeless. His daughter with inherit the house we live in. My husbandContinue reading “Depression”

Couple of Days

My husband has been more upset with me than normal. Yesterday, he accused of wanting my daughter’s dog dead. The dog is very difficult but I would never wish her dead. It rattled me. My bio mom accused me of wanted her dead at the end of her life. I never wanted anything bad toContinue reading “Couple of Days”

What upset me today? 

Today, pre depression control, would have been profoundly upsetting.  Today?  Oh well, life happens. And it is a beautiful experience! First, husband had to go get our friend and couldn’t go to town with me.  And I had to drive over highway 119, alone.  I did it without a hitch. And not a minute ofContinue reading “What upset me today? “

It’s Been A Difficult Few Weeks

I just said this to someone and realized I have been going full speed since early September. I’m not sure about difficult but insanely busy. First, came issues at one of my jobs resulting in me quitting. Next was getting mom on a plane. And John’s worsening health requires more time at home. Then timeContinue reading “It’s Been A Difficult Few Weeks”

Phones and Unloved Daughters and Joyful Healing

My husband is addicted to his phone. It is, by far, more important than anything else in his life. It was hurtful and I couldn’t figure out why. Then I realized it is the whole cycle of not being important to someone. I’m not important enough for him to put his phone down. A fewContinue reading “Phones and Unloved Daughters and Joyful Healing”