Not Me

I am having heath issues and emotional ones, too. Have an appointment with my doctor tomorrow which is a start. The emotional issues have me stumped. Lots of flashbacks, obsessive worry, anxiety and memory issues. I am going to deal with the physical stuff first and see if that helps. Than I will see whatContinue reading “Not Me”

Depression, Decisions and Art

As I move forward with the business and creating my own patterns, I am stunned at how much depression played into my lack of success before. With depression, it was a struggle to decide what materials I should use, what patterns I should do and how to complete things. When I couldn’t make a decision,Continue reading “Depression, Decisions and Art”

Booth Prep and Life

I am making progress with a quilt for the booth. Also have a bunch of bags to sew and figured out how to make another style of purse. Also did tons of cleaning out of Christmas items. It is going to be a long process. And emotional. Got rid of bio mother’s Christmas dishes today.Continue reading “Booth Prep and Life”

Well, A Booth?

Well, I think we are going to rent a booth in an antique, farmers market kind of place. I was all excited, made Anna and my friend excited (we will go together on it) and tonight I have butterflies. What if I don’t sell anything? What if my depression flares up? February is a toughContinue reading “Well, A Booth?”

Happy New Year

I use to hate New Years. This is not the case this year. I have always felt like a failure. This year, I know I have had amazing successes, experiences that I never thought possible and many, many, take my breath away, happy experiences! This year, I’m looking forward to the New Year. I wantContinue reading “Happy New Year”

Long Week

It has been a very long week and today we bought a car. I should be happy or relieved but just worried. I will get use to it but, right now, I’m just stressed. Further adding to the stress, I have bought household goods this week. I use to hoard chairs but have gotten ridContinue reading “Long Week”