Well, I guess my depression wanted to celebrate national mental health month. I was at the store, a song came on, and I burst into tears. Something about devoted to you. I just thought about my parents. I don’t know what their definition of love was; mom was mentally ill and, after his death, IContinue reading “Depression”
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Dream Board
With moving my sewing room and cleaning the house, I have let my business vision board slip. I am also signed up for a blogging course I haven’t started. I plan on blocking out time next week to do this. I need to move this forward if I want to make money and this isContinue reading “Dream Board”
More Moving
Came home and did cleaning and more moving and tossing. No progress tonight as far as I can see but it will get better. Yesterday, I found a beautiful light fixture a friend gave me. I hate electrical work but youtube to the rescue! (Again). I am going to wire it for a plug in.Continue reading “More Moving”
Freedom
Everything I move upstairs feels like freedom. I am, slowly, moving Anna’s boxes out and second handing a ton of my things. My bio mom was the only neat hoarder I have ever know. I sold her house (and got taken) quickly after she passed. I threw stuff in boxes and moved it and thenContinue reading “Freedom”
My Dad
As I continue to read the book “Mean Mothers” I realize my dad was afraid of my mom. He just wanted to keep the peace. He had no idea how to parent. I remember many summer adventures with him so he didn’t have to leave me with my mom and grandmother who was also notContinue reading “My Dad”